The Best is Yet to Come

Gonna get so drunk I triple myself tonight

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My family have come to london and are treating today as my birthday, having a mum with a cake company is too good

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Sams giving me a present a day on the run up to my birthday, its cute and awesome and I love it because I feel like my birthday is stretched out lots. :D he knows me so well, I love everything he’s got me so far.

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This is my beautiful friend Rory, I get to see her tomorrow and can’t wait it’s been too long.

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Oh look it’s a cringey interview with ne (Taken with instagram)

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genuinely looking into a new career, the highs are so bloody great but the lows are crippling me lately. My self esteem is at an all time low, im sick of having no structure to my week and being put down/rejected constantly, either that or a new agency. I hate feeling old at 19. Screw you fashion industry.

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I always feel like I’m struggling to become someone else. Like I’m trying to find a new place, grab hold of a new life, a new personality. I guess it’s part of growing up, yet it’s also an attempt to reinvent myself. By becoming a different me, I could free myself of everything. I seriously believed I could escape myself- as long as I made the effort. But I always hit a dead end. No matter where I go, I still end up me. What’s missing never changes. The scenery may change, but I’m still the same old incomplete person. The same missing elements torture me with a hunger that I can never satisfy. I guess that lack itself is as close as I’ll come to define myself. Haruki Murakami (via dailystendhalnitesaudade) 107 notes

i lied

today did get worse, my fake tans half come off and now im an even more blotchy mess, how the hell do i sort this before my castings?!

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